HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

8:32 PM

Hi all.
I doubt I'll be blogging here much, because I've sort of moved to The Mail Service.
But I think I'll be back here once I've lost the craze over TPS. :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, August 18, 2008

6:49 PM

OH HAHA THE REAL MEANING OF 'YOUR O LEVEL ORAL IS TOMORROW' JUST KICKED IN.
BUT DON'T FRET:D
I KNOW I WILL DO WELL! YAY:D
COME ON EXAMINERS, I WILL WOW YOUR SOCKS OFF.
/is oozing confidence

OKAY SERIOUSLY.
I AM SO ENVIOUS OF MOBY. D;
DAYS OFF SCHOOL BECAUSE OF SNOW?
ZOMGWTF I ALSO WANT DAYS OFF D:

OKAY WHATEVER.
AND HEY SIHUI I HAVE FINISHED THE BOOK ALREADY.
Her skill isn't exactly bad, but actually if you weigh the practicalities of Renesmee's skill, her skills are just useless and Bella's is much much much better.

OKAY MUST GO DO CHINESE:D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:48 PM

I really shouldn't be doing this right now but
OH HAY LOOK IT'S AN MMV OF The Saltwater Room. :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, August 17, 2008

9:19 AM

Yesterday was 8039's graduation.

They've been such awesome company for the past 9 weeks.
It's just horrible to have to leave them.
Now that S4L is over, I wonder what I can do on Saturdays ._.
I think what will happen this Friday would be me trying to pack for classes again.
And then I'll only remember that 8039 has graduated after that! D:

BUT IT'S SO AMUSING THAT PEOPLE THINK I WANT TO BE A BIOLOGIST!:D
There's no way I'll try hanging clothes at midnight either xD

I'll put the pictures up, when I get them.
I miss them an awful lot. D:
And Daniel too!
Gosh, I'll continue asking him to read my work, so that I can infuse human nature and feelings into the work instead of focusing solely on words.

THANK YOU 8039, THANK YOU DANIEL, THANK YOU DADDY AND MOMMY:D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, August 15, 2008

9:08 PM

Okay so I'm getting very pissed off now.
Bella's stupidity has something to do with it, but I'm getting annoyed with other people.

I don't get her hobby.
She keeps spending money like that, and then she annoys other people by saying "Oh I got it! But I wasted so much money on it!"
OH WTF.
Sure, I spend a lot of money on my interest as well, but HEY I DON'T GO AROUND TELLING PEOPLE THAT I WASTED MONEY ON IT.
It was your choice, not the choice of the item that you purchased.
Stop being a %^&* and just be grateful that you got it.
GEEZ. D<

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:28 PM

AHHHHHH SOMEONE GET ME A RESTRAINING ORDER CAUSE I ALREADY FEEL LIKE TEARING BELLA ~~SWAN~~ CULLEN APART.

SHE SO DOES NOT DESERVE THAT PERFECT EDWARD CULLEN!

-Spoiler, do not read unless you absolutely will die if you do not know-
And it's only logical that she got this weird baby. Beautiful, flawless, whatever.
Renesmee probably only liked Bella cause she could suck her blood dry.
Even if that killed her mom in the process, does it look like she freaking CARES?
Freak. The world is totally crazy.
EDWARD SHOULDN'T SUFFER LIKE THIS.

AND I NEED CHANTIK TO TALK TO ABOUT THIS.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:23 PM

OKAY THAT WAS SO UNEXPECTED.
BUT WHO'S COMPLAINING?

I STILL HAVE MY CLEAN RECORD SO THAT'S OKAY.:D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, August 14, 2008

5:39 PM

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay her,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in backgroung]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

The Script just came up with a brilliant song.
I sincerely hope they make it to Number 1. :D
But isn't it just awesome if someone really felt like that?
Irrationality. But with the sense to be able to touch someone else's heart.

I hope we see more songs from The Script that don't fail to impress. :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:45 PM

Kay today was totally screwed.

But Edward made up for it, totally.
I love Edward Cullen so much. :DDDD

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

8:27 PM

KNOW YOUR ENEMIES.
The single, most important skill in tackling any opponent/adversity.
I hope the oral examiners are prepared. :D
If I remember, I think my team is supposed to be wanting expressiveness and enthusiasm?
"If you show them effort, and that you want the mark, you'll get it!"

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:17 PM

I WILL RETAKE CHINESE PAPER.

It wasn't very much comfort when I heard that WK got B3 and JH, who is just so much pwnage, got A1.
Then I decided, I'll be getting at least a B.
It looks better than a C, at the least.

The oral topic ytd about elderly would have been quite the jackpot for me. :/
Who knows?
Even if I did 'Ravi-shing's' technique on crying to touch the examiner's hearts, the tears might not have just constituted crocodile tears.
I am very sure that I could have secured a good mark in that conversation topic.

I just hope that the topic I get will be something easy for me to relate to.
And of course the ultimate pwnage is: Tell me about your favorite hobby.
WOW:D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

6:47 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAD! :D
I know you so want to see Penguin + Ben.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:08 PM

C5 for MTL O's.
I don't really know whether I should be happy or sad.

The first emotion that hit me was sadness.
I only got a C. What good is that?
It'll certainly tarnish my grades. And so what good would getting A's for the rest of the subjects be?
I already have a C to ruin everything else.

But after that, Charlotte helped me reason out stuff.
I started to feel relieved, because this was better than facing a FAIL anytime.

Thank you Charlotte, and all others who encouraged me.
I swear that I will retake the exam, and aim for an A.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, August 10, 2008

4:01 PM

This post is reserved for 9/8/08 outing with 8039. :D
~~Particularly after receiving the picturessss.~~
I have stolen the pictures from Ling! >:D

Attendees: Aybin, Charlotte, Yun Ting, Yu Xin, Eugene, Jiahui , Ling, Firdaus, ~~Nick~~ Stone, Gabby, Watermelon, YX, Nat, Myself:D

8039(or most of us, which means whoever attended the BBQ) on the bus to JH's condo :D

What are they doing? :o
Aybin looks like she's training to be a plastic bag model. :x
YT! Does the cake, or whatever you're eating, taste that bad?!

-Has no idea what Ling and Charlotte are looking at-

It's getting hot in here? :o
Well the guys didn't really need to go THAT far.

I guess you know where we're looking at. (In much disgust and annoyance, D<) The above-mentioned direction.

Aybin's back is so smexy? ;D
v^^v

The two hungry people who indulged first.
Spaghetti courtesy of Charlotte:D

o_o Poor YiXiong! D:

YT, stoning?

YX looks like he feels raped. D:
Could YT have been staring at him? :o!

Now Nick looks like he's the perpetrator! ;o
Suspicious!

Proof! LOL. :x

What did Eugene do to YuXin? D:

Nice bags. ;D
Esp Nat's cause his has all sorts of plastic bags inside. LOL.
Plus can you see the two tubs of spaghetti? x_x

The Primitive Way of Pouring Root Beer.
:D

:o Something's going on.

Jiahui, caught in the act.
Ling looks like she couldn't care less though.

OH. SO GAB WAS WASHING BALLS!

SAUSAGE SKEWERING!

Watermelon; the incredible sausage-skewerer.
I wonder why he's showing off his sausage?

Everyone at work. :D

Back from the toilet~ :x

Just smile back. He ain't rabid..
I think.

-Is speechless-

Nat has turned into Mas Selamat! :o
No need for more explanation.

Playing Daidi/Big 2.5.
Aybin gets incredibly good cards, but she doesn't know how to play them well, you know?
-Is stunned by the 4 2s that she got-

Aww so nice. :D
Charlotte and Aybin trying to get into the picture ah LOL.

We have sausages at the Cards table. >:D
Cooking - courtesy of Firdaus.

Watermelon looks tempted to eat the sausages.
Mmmm.

Behold the Stone.

I have nothing to say to this awfully goofy face.

Chicken wings:D

Crabsticks! :o
This must've been at the 'Card table', and Charlotte must have been dying at Bluff! :D
-Is clever enough to finish cards before things start going weird-

What? D:
Watermelon's expression looks damn funny though :x

v^w^v Charlotte. Zilian ah. D;

Going up the slide. :o

Finally a shot of all of us that attended ;D
Whr's the pwnpwn shot of Firdaus being superman LOL.

It was a really fun day ;D
And Firdaus tried to get me to buy 4D?
LOL. ;D He wouldn't pay for me though. D;

We had wayyyyyyy too much food.
And a lot of the time I was playing Daidi.
I'm still totally blown away by Aybin's luck.
4 2s! O_O
And I dislike being the scum D;
I gave away both my 2s okay!
AND TO WATERMELON SOMEMORE.
He's kind of pro ._.
But since he Viwawa's Big 2.5, it's EXPECTED.
Bluff was damn ghey D;
But I always get out before the game starts taking weird turns. (And that's how Charlotte got very sian of the game.)

KAY ANYWAY, when we left, there was this biggggggggggg dog.
BUT IT WAS SO SUPER CUTE:D
It's like this large version of a King Charles' Cavalier. :o
AND IT'S SUPERSUPERSUPER CUTE:D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:59 PM

410th post.
Reserved for 8/8/08 outing with Sihui + YT.

So National Day celebration in school was kind of a flop.
I'm telling you people don't have proper etiquette when watching performances.
Could hardly enjoy the band's pieces while they were performing since some people at the back were so amused by playing with their clappers.
I forgot the name of their first piece. But it definitely brings back memories of SYF.
I miss Hui Wen and the other 3rd Clarinetists. D;

Okay, so I met ~~Sihui~~ Goatee after that.
Then she saw her family at the bus stop.
She refused to take pictures with them and kept saying they were my family. D;
She even watched them 'mating'. So gross right!
Then we left via 111 to our first destination.
Which we had no idea was what.
Sihui was totally gaying with Hojo and Zack.
She nearly fell on this guy who was with his gf (Three-timer, aren't you!), and when she stood up she hit her head on this alarm thingy?
HUO GAI ALRD! :D
And when we decided it was either HMV or Kino, we got off.
Then Sihui totally dragged me to HMV.
I REALLY WANTED A TOILET CAN D:
And because a really clever goatfish chose to go to HMV, we couldn't find the toilet for a while!
Okay after that I guess I took a really long time in the toilet cause I was changing.
And then that stupid goatfish kept hitting the cubicle door.
Kay, fast forward a little.
When we got out of the toilet, guess what we saw!

A GUY WALKED INTO THE TOILET! :o
(HMV's 2nd flr toilet is only for Ladies. And when we came out, maybe he didn't see the Ladies sign on the door since it was opened by us. But after that there was this huge sign for 'Ladies Toilet' there.)
ZOMG. I wonder what happened. Or not. :x

After that I got DCfC's Transatlanticism and the Tour Edition of Dreaming Out Loud.
Sihui kept asking me to buy her something. But no.
Whichever CD she chose was like ... 60 bucks?
Go save and buy it by yourself lah!

After exiting HMV and speculating about what happened to the 'poor guy', we headed for Kino.
Let me tell you: I never expected them to sell Breaking Dawn.
BUT YES THEY DID. :D
AND I GOT BREAKING DAWN THAT DAY AT KINO WITH SIHUI.
HAHAHA. AND THAT WOMAN AT POPULAR TOLD ME IT'D ONLY BE SOLD 2 WEEKS LATER.
IT'S HARDCOVER SOME MORE! BEAT THAT! >D
Sihui bought a picture book. And actually the price is super @_@.
I wanted to buy the HYD picture book ~~and fangirl over Jun~~.
But I didn't have enough money ._.
DON'T WORRY MONKEY! I'LL STILL BUY IT BEFORE YOU DO:D
*fangirls over Jun*
Well the encounter with the cashier was kind of dismal. :/
I didn't bring my card cause I wasn't even expecting to come to Kino, let alone buy anything.
So I told the cashier and she told me she needed to check. :/
(Lo and behold, I saw Pearl, Jacinta and Minjia while I was at the cashier. Unfortunately they didn't see me. :D)
Okay so she said it'd take a while, and I went to see some other books with Sihui.
When we went back, I was sorely disappointed.
Say what? The system was down two weeks before. So anything before that wouldn't be in the system.
What the fish. :/ I just renewed my card a month ago, and they only saw that my card was expired. WHAT THE FISHHHHHHH.
Oh well. Edward Cullen was at stake. So I just bought it anyway.
AND LOOK HERE YOU PREORDER @ POPULAR PEOPLE!
I HAVE THE HARDCOVER ONE AND YOU DON'T!
(Softcopy, LOL. Okay that was a slip up. Softcopy = Fake? LOL.)

Talked to YT to determine the meeting point.
Called Monkey to ask which bus went to Far East.
I guess we took it from the wrong side. ._.
But we still took 111 anyway, and coincidentally, we met YT on the bus with other s2 people.
Sab was so mean. D;
Anyway, we decided to drop off at PS to search for pleather and other materials for costumes for YT and Sihui.
Well there were some, but the prices were like, extremely nice too.
$19/m. Have fun, Goatfish. :D
Both of them bought stuff. And the cashiers there were super inefficient!
The first cashier we queued at was held up because of this student who was trying to make up her mind about some beads or whatever.
I was starting to get a little annoyed. :/
Then we made our way to the cashier at the Cloth and Textiles section.
OHMYGOD. What's their problem?!
Apparently some women in front of us couldn't make up their minds on the cloth and Styrofoam or something.
So we got directed to the other cashier.
By this time I was really ANNOYED.
What the fish. That cashier was placed in such a high-traffic area with narrow walkways.
Not really high-traffic, but with large 'vehicles'.
One guy kept pushing this cart around. ANNOYING OKAY. ANNOYING ANNOYING ANNOYING!
When we got out of Spotlight, I was really relieved.

After that we made our way to the lovely and much-awaited Far East Plaza. :D
To Blood Romance! :D
Sarah remembered me as the one who got the Waloli outfit, haha!:D
Well it was kind of full, so we went elsewhere first.
Spent lots of time finding Haru .__.
The only idea we had was : Haru's in a corner!
LOL.
I forgot the shop lot too, so it was kind of hard. :/
Anyway, I was so excited when I got my Hunny-sempai outfit!
Though Sihui kept poking and bullying my poor Usa-chan. D:
USA-CHAN KICK! *sends Genesis flying* :DDDD
There was this other Loli shop, but it looked kind of bare, and mostly gothic. :/
Maybe I'll go there one day. :D
Okay after that 77th Street.
The skinny ties were love, okay:D
Pretty gothic cross and stuffs.
So we went back to Blood Romance and finally, that family cleared out.
I wanted to buy the headpiece, but unfortunately, the %$^&* girl was so indecisive.
Upon being asked whether she wanted the headpiece,
Mom: So you want it anot?
Daughter: Eh.. I don't know! Mommy I like this alot! (is referring to outfit)
Mom: Yah I think it's very nice. So you want it? (I assume she's referring to the headpiece)
Daughter: YAH I LIKE THIS ALOT! (She was DEFINITELY talking about the outfit)
I was going to ask whether I could try it on, and Sarah so nicely opened the box to let me see it.
Right before I even managed to get a good look, let alone try it, that woman said: WE WANT IT.

OMG I WANTED TO SLAP HER.

Like hello, if you couldn't make up your damn mind before me, THEN DON'T GET IT LAH.
Well whatever.
It might seem like I'm being spiteful, but it's true: Little girls shouldn't try wearing costumes that are too mature.
I'm just getting mine one day after.
:D

Did you know Sihui has BIG hands?
The gloves wouldn't fit her.
And she kept struggling like she was constipated.
But she bought them anyway, cause the colour was like pwnpwn-Genesis coloured. ;D
Anytime she mentioned gloves, something funny would occur.
Like a penguin going up to Genesis and hugging him, or something.
That's the real reason for my laughter, you know:D

The People's Park excursion after that was, weird.
Nothing worth saying, so yeah. D;

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, August 07, 2008

6:24 PM

This is the life of someone who doesn't have the sense to pre-order because she sticks to the date given last year.
Which was supposedly Summer of 2008.
Oh the agony of it all.

How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me
It's like a book elegantly bound, but in a language that you can't read - just yet
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart (x2)

There are days when outside your window, I see my reflection as I slowly pass
And I long for this mirrored perspective, when we'll be lovers, lovers at last
You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart(x2)

I will possess your heart (x2)

You reject my advances and desperate pleas
I won't let you, let me down so easily, so easily

You gotta spend some time--love, you gotta spend some time with me
And I know that you'll find--love, I will possess your heart (x3)

I will possess your heart (x2)

Now that DCFC's so popular, I don't know whether I should be happy or sad. :/
It was kind of annoying that not many people knew them before, or mostly because a lot of people only listen to those songs on radio, but after they released their single, they've become really.. wow.
I'm kind of sad that so many people suddenly 'converted' to their fans. :/
But still, should I be glad?
Hmm TV, I get your point now.
About what you said with TH and OC.
I still love DCFC anyway.
And I really really wanted to go for their concert!
Ahhh, I wish that it wasn't O's this year.
Then I could've gone without restraints. D:

AND YAY BINTAN TRIP IS ON 14-16 NOV.
AT LEAST WE CAN GO FOR IT AGAIN :DDD
I'm so glad. Being part of the pioneer batch going for it 3 years in a row!
It's kind of weird that we're going to the same school again, because we only have to conduct lessons and such. But still, I want to see Ika again! :D
All the kids there are just way cute.
I hope Ms Pham comes along with us though D:
Though that's highly unlikely. DDDD:

Nice. I'm really looking forward to after O's.
Though I'm sorry, Charlotte Goh, that I won't be able to be around for your birthday.
Unless you come with us to Bintan too! :D
Then I'll celebrate for you!
OKAYOKAY?:DDDD
There's still prom night and then Japan holiday! Wow! :D
Ohmygosh. I'm telling you I WILL visit BTSSB and GLP boutiques.
Maybe pick up some accessories?
HAHA:D OKAY I SHALL DREAM ON ABOUT IT.

I'm also guessing there'll be a slaphappy outing, Brainstorm outing, sleepover/movie marathon with TV and choc(where I MUST learn how to play bridge), 8039 outing?
HAHA. I JUST KNOW IT'LL BE FUN-FILLED.
MAYBE I CAN GO OUT WITH MONKEY+MARI TO BUANG:DDDDD

Life will be fab.
But to see the rainbow,
one must first endure the rain. :3

AND TV WAS SO FUNNY TODAY.
HAHA. WERE THE TEEVEE BITES SO FASCINATING? :D
I still want the pictures of my Giraffe-chi and the many other doodles on Charlotte's AMath t/b. :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

6:04 PM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUNTING! :D

Oh gosh, I can't say that I don't want to go to Haru.
CAUSE I REALLY REALLY WANT TO.
SIHUI, YINGTIAN, PLEASE TAKE PITY ON ME AND GO WITH ME TMR OKAY.
:x

Gah. I'm damn pissed off.
I can't find my little AMath exercise books.
Zomg. D;
They're like my AMath Bible and I lost them!
But I still must do well in both E&AMath for Mrs Gek! :D

DON'T WORRY. I'LL GET A1 NO MATTER WHAT.

And it surprises me that my Chem was okay.
Considering that she always springs tests on us.
I think I've improved in Chem quite a bit.
I'm really glad that we have Ms Azilah.
She's great.:D

I could've gotten something like an A1 though.
What a waste of marks. :/
All because I stupidly considered Hydrogen to be mono-atomic and I screwed the Mole concept.
And I totally didn't get any marks for the 2m question because part of my answer was 'Redundant'! D:
I need to work on how careless I am.
GASEOUS =/= SOLUTION.

I felt kind of bad today.
I mean, I sincerely wanted to apologise.
But I didn't have the courage to.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

3:12 PM

OMG I GOT A CALL FROM HARU.
WHICH MEANS MY COSTUME MIGHT BE HERE ALRD!
Too bad they called during school time ._.
And you see, I'm so guai I didn't use my phone in sch.
*is very excited*

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

10:30 PM

Movie planned for 8039 is cancelled.
Because Charlotte ditched. D;
FYI, I don't like you, Charlotte. DDDD:

Have fun at CC. :D
And I'm looking forward to the BBQ. :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

6:58 PM

4 MORE DAYS.
To Breaking Dawn.

Oh man, I'm seriously anticipating this.
Thanks Charlotte & TV for offering to get me the book for my birthday and encouraging me to read it after O's, but I really have been expecting this book since last year.
So I absolutely MUST read it.
Thanks again though! :D
I appreciate it that both of you care enough about me to advise me not to read it now.

Here I'll have an intermission, because I believe that I've been too mean and cruel to some people.
I don't want to be consumed by hate and dislike, cause that is just sad.

If you asked me, "Would you like to be friends?"
I'd say, "Absolutely."

So far I'd like to apologise.
It might not mean much to you, since you might not even read this.
I just wanted you to know something, as much as I said all that, the time when I thought that you were my friend, I really liked you a lot.
Whatever other people say, I believe you're a great person.
But you must learn how to treat other people properly as well.
I sorely regret being so harsh to you, after thinking back, I thought of the times when you were there for me too.
I'd retract that statement I made before if it makes you feel better.
Have more confidence in yourself, okay?
Not everyone will look out for you next time, and if you keep behaving the way you do now - paranoid and suspicious of all else - you'll be mighty hard to get along with.

I feel very guilty after what I've done.
And I don't want you to forget me.
If only it was really that simple to say, "Let's start over, okay?"

If I had the chance, I would.
But the circumstances are just too awkward now.

There's nothing much to say about school, really.
I'm quite pissed off with studies.
I don't need reminders to study.
I'd do it by myself. And when that time comes, I wouldn't need you to tell me at all.
Geez. I am motivated by stress in deadlines, not by any other kinds.
So just let me be.

I want to go out on Friday, but I need to study too.
At least there's no Chem tomorrow so I'll do a mindmap on Tom and for Devt + Food.

And the O level papers have questions that're structured very very very weirdly.

Looks like we're getting into another pen fetish.
After the Pilot Rexgrip craze.
We got into the Exam Grade one.
And then the Uniball Figno one.
Now is the beginning of the Uni Jetstream craze.
Awesome ;D
Pen fanatics are so wonderful. :DDD

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

8:08 PM

I want you to know
We've come so far together. As friends, nothing more, nothing less.
I regarded you as a true friend, but friendship doesn't last under the strain of distance, does it?
I laugh at the statement "Absence makes the heart grow fonder."
Unless you don't have a heart at all.

With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
My dear friend, I would love for us to go back to years ago.
When we used to be wreathed in childhood innocence.
I don't think I know who you are now, what and who you've become.
I want to know you again.
And I want you to know who I am.

I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
Dear Bestie, we haven't talked for a long while.
I just want you to know, I still care for you a lot.
And I will forever remember the Prata by the Pool.
These memories may seem childish sometimes, but I will continue to take strength from them.
May we meet again soon.

And I won't let go
Though we may not remember each other years from now, I will treasure you as my friend till then.

I wonder.
Why is it so freaking unfair that those people will pre-orders get to collect their books first?
I'm willing to pay 22 bucks for the book okay!
And they're only paying what, 16 bucks?!
I saw this woman yesterday, standing so blatantly in front of me, holding the book and wrapping it so delicately.
ENOUGH WITH RUBBING SALT ALREADY LAH!
I KNOW I NVR PRE-ORDER BUT AT LEAST LET ME BUY THE BOOK CAN.
WHY MAKE ME WAIT?!
5 MORE DAYS.
Edward Cullen! I love you foreverzxzxzxzxzx! :D

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Monday, August 04, 2008

6:29 PM

8039. ♥
We have two events going on, I think.
And this is for those who didn't stay back after class to crap with us or didn't get the message.
Still, please alert those people whom you think don't know about this.

#1: 8/8/08
(I didn't really know that it was such a nice date o_o)
Note: This outing is only tentative. Will be confirmed by Wednesday.
Schools would dismiss by 11AM on this day.
In other words, it's a half day.
If this information is wrong, please inform me. :o
I'm aware that majority of the class have CC on that day.
The planned shopping mall will be ~~Cine~~ Lot 1.
For those who are still blur about the location, take the MRT to Jurong East, then change line and go towards Choa Chu Kang.
The suggested agenda is a movie.
1. Love Guru
2. Dark Knight
Any more movies, please suggest.
Plus I want to take lots of pictures.

CONFIRMED Going: Char, Myself, Shaker.
MAYBE Going: Ling, Jiahui, Zach
Can't go (D;) : Aybin, Gabby, Yu Xin, YT

Tag if you can/cannot go okay!

#2: 9/8/08
I know this is just one day difference.
And for those people who are blur and still believe there is MC class on that day:
IT'S NATIONAL DAY. AND BEING A PUBLIC HOLIDAY, THERE WILL NOT BE ANY CLASS.
This outing is planned by Aybin so I don't know everything about it.
BBQ @ Jurong West from 11 - 4.
We'll meet at Jurong Point Interchange at 10.45.
From there, Jiahui will bring us.
Anything please reply to Aybin. And do it ASAP.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise to depart just promise one thing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,
This is what I brought you may forget me.
I promise you my heart just promise to sing,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought,
I thought you need me,
This is what I thought so think me naïve,
I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep,
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

5:09 PM

OMG BREAKING DAWN IS OUT ALREADY.
2ND AUGUST TO BE EXACT.
I want it so bad. D;
Someone please buy it for meh. D;
And at the same time I would love it if you got The Novice for me as well.
But this is all too far-fetched, so if anyone is up to it, tag me to go out.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, August 03, 2008

9:33 PM

And I bid farewell to my 400th post, as I start on the next one.

The 401st post of my blog will be dedicated to S4L8039.
Because they're all awesome people.

When I started with S4L classes, I sincerely thought this would never beat AKLTG's IAG. Especially after I met so many special people during Mod 1 and Mod 3. This doesn't mean I've forgotten them, but I have come to treasure 8039 a lottttt.

It was awkward, the first time we all met. Truthfully, I thought it was a waste of time. What, 7.5 hours a week, spent on these classes?

Then I got to know them.

This is probably the time that I inject some touching phrase like "This is when I fell in love with them." Well yes, you can say that to a certain extent. But the time when I felt inducted into the class was when we had that mass convo on the Youth Day holiday, at 1AM. I could have said that I regret not going out with other people that day. But honestly, I do not.

They were all fun-loving and crazy people. Maybe many of them parallel me when I go crazy with Choc&TV. This was what made them more endearing to me.

Then the mass convo 'tradition' continued.

I can say that in the 1 hour that the daily convos ensued, I could unwind and relax. Plus it was fun to bully XS.

I guess everyone knows that I have quite different personalities online and offline. (The reason why. Have you seen it in the way that I have before? This story will be saved for another day. (: )

Before I knew it, I desperately wanted more time with 8039.

And it was then that the awful realisation hit me. We had barely a few weeks to go. To rub salt into the wound, I wasn't even having CC with them.

This flustered me. But let's compare this to a composition.

This has been the prelude till now, and we are at the climax of it all.
What will the outcome be?
Does my character grow, or do I remain stagnant?

I feel a tendency to lean towards growth.

So I must say this.
"In these weeks, I have come to respect each and every one of you. Yes. We are all individuals, and we define 8039 with our personalities. Would 8039 be complete without one of us? Definitely not.

The most important thing behind this is that we should continue remembering each other. I haven't kept up contacts with my IAG Mod 1 group mates. And I sincerely regret that. I do not want the same thing to happen with this beloved class.

We may not be able to see everyone regularly, but meeting occasionally is better than nothing.

I look forward to the BBQ. And I really hope to continue the 'Mass Convo tradition'. Thank you, 8039.

We still have one more lesson together.

So I will cherish the time we have together."

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

7:43 PM

This is my blog's 400th post.
And because it's so special, I kept it especially for someone special. :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TEEVEE!♥

I won't put that weird picture of you smiling at the cakes, cause it looks very..
But instead, let's look at the yummy cakes. :D

Have a great 16th birthday.
I hope you liked the cakes :DD
♥ mel & choc

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥